You, My Affliction

Do I refer to you as my chronic ailment,
Or are you my acute affliction?
You are remarkably consistent,
But that is in your consistent variation.
You are oblivious to the mental havoc,
That you germinate and nurture.
I'd prefer that you would eschew me,
So I could return to my own infinity.

This began as a loose group of phrases that I tied up together in order to experiment with a new style. I call it "Desperate Lameness".