Vicious Cycle

I smile as you awaken
And you smile at me
You have forgiven me
For my recent sins.
I am currently contented
And looking forward
For I will again sin
You will again forgive me.
I follow my cruel invention
And release you into torment
For you know it's coming
You pursued me.
I sip from your pain
And find it exquisite
For it is what drives me
You sustain my very being.
I then come home early
And find that you have gone
For you have found some courage
You have left me again.
I know that you'll return
And beg for my forgiveness
For we compliment each other
You complete the endless cycle.